Acronym

Can We Save Our Friends With the Aid of an Acronym and Some Mood Mapping?

When someone suicides and there’s a half written note, someone is sure to be asking, “Why?”

When I was teaching Mental Health First Aid there was a fellow facilitator who was a policeman. He brought along, by far the best (that I have seen), mnemonic for explaining how people reach a point where they will suicide. It is a shame this has been forgotten rather than SHAREd.

If I had help going through the papers I stored, from those days, I could perhaps find what that policeman gave me. I could have thousands printed. People could keep one with their phone, laptop or even on a wall in their kitchen. Misery seems to be causing suicides, so here I will share thoughts on reducing that…

I can say with certainty why people become miserable and with equal certainty what it is that allows people to be happy again. I have worked with the most amazing health professionals, so these are not my ideas. Here, I am using what they have said in ways that are more likely to be remembered.

Here are 5 things we all need. These have had many different names over the years and you may call them what you want. It is still true though that everything we need for wellbeing fits into these categories:

Surroundings: What is around us from; clean air, water and food to having enough money, appropriate clothing and somewhere we can sleep without fear… Surroundings continue to be ignored by doctors and psychiatrists who can afford to buy in pleasant neighbourhoods. Being in poor housing is often a consequence of lack of some of what is below…

Physical health: Not everyone who is in pain is miserable, some are. Resorting to prescription drugs to ease pain is so often a path towards deteriorating health and a downward spiral of more pain and more ‘pain-killers’. I know that sitting too long at this laptop is damaging my health and that moving more helps almost everyone. The saying, “You are what you eat” is as relevant now as it has ever been. “EAT REAL FOOD” is, I believe, the best 3 word starting point for a healthy life. Help with this is free from PHC.

Ability to choose: People who believe, “We always have a choice” are fortunate. Sometimes what we are choosing between seems too limited. Worse than this is; a) when the options seem too numerous to choose between and b) when we become fixated on one very hard choice, such as, “Do I do nothing or end my life now.” The ability to choose can be said to be autonomy and linked to freedom. Many become slaves to; the ones they love, their work, their addictions and so become less free. Not so common today is having too much freedom. Example: After a divorce – with possibly more options than one’s brain can cope with.

Communication: We all have roles and all need some kind of relationships. Both depend on our ability to communicate. Being able to distinguish between our wants and needs helps, as does recognizing what is essential to say and what is non-essential/trivial. We need to be able to ask questions, say what we need and communicate important facts. More than all of this, how accurately can we convey our feelings and mood?

I have found no better way to communicate feelings and moods than with the use of a mood-grid. It is sad that communicating using paper and pen has been going out of fashion. Please do learn to ‘mood map’. With a mood-grid we can see (yes, I mean visually on paper) how our friend/relative is feeling. We can see what their words are not conveying and what we may have missed in their body language. Knowledge of the grid helps to know whether there is deep depression (that you will learn, almost never equates to suicidal risk at that moment) of if your friend/relative is in the danger-zone on the grid, needing immediate/urgent help.

Enthusiasm: This goes with having appropriate energy as well as occasional excitement and enjoyment, Enthusiasm for life tends to wane when we lack energy. Example: In response to, “We are going to walk our dog, it’s a lovely day, do come with us.” what might a reply of, “Not today” mean. If the only reason for not walking is a lack of energy that person needs help.

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Extinction

Minimum Energy / Minimum Enthusiasm and It Feels Like a Global Extinction Event

I’ve just come out of an hour or so of Mood at 1,1…. From which I am reminded that when we do not have energy to stand or even energy enough to turn over in bed then, as what the world describes as a bipolar personality, enthusiasm for life can go missing.

It is one thing to choose to be in a lower energy state and rest calmly… very different when that energy is all gone at 3pm and one can no longer stand or move.

I am hearing that it is happening to more people more often, with some of the highest energy people… here I was going to say, on their knees… it is way lower than that though… nutrition and out of date ways of thinking will be part of the cause, yet… I sense the world we live in has changed and is changing more rapidly than any time since an asteroid wiped out a lot of dinosaurs.

There may be questions of without and within yet maybe this will all need to be in the context of how we either react or respond to a global extinction event.

Right now, most in the UK are still well-buffered but our security blankets may soon be ripped away.

R

Busy

“Do you know Joe Blogs?” (not real name)

“Yes. He is, kind of, famous/infamous.”

“He was trying to guilt trip people into activism…”

“I find this upsetting. I was accused of this. It affected me so badly emotionally and physically that I had to drop out of the local group completely. I am alone now.”

To “guilt trip” is a meme. Like all memes it came into existence at some moment in time. Why has it spread? What is its purpose? Who benefits from these 2 words put together? Why would an activist ever try to ‘guilt-trip ‘anyone? It makes no sense. Guilt-tripping would be a way to divide and drive away the people whom we are so desperate for help from. It seems it is a meme that works to divide and weaken communities.

I found out yesterday that people did not like to read things from me like, “I got up at 4am and finished this blog post by 5am” – That, to me was/is a fact… It says something about my mood… lack of stability… need for stability… I am certainly not asking others to get up at 4am and become emotionally unstable.

Four 4 basic moods [Anxious / Busy / Calm / Down]:

>> Mood Mapping <<

“…and I called him out on it.”

“Please never do so again. If someone is saying they are working hard and looking for help, even if it is making others feel bad, please recognise that is mainly the problem for the person whose Anxiety drives him/her into the Busy quadrant.”

Others may be able to move more quickly from Anxiety to a Down-mood or a Calm-mood or be able to remain Anxious. Your typical activist has lost this ability and will rarely feel any Calm/Calmness until after a period of being Busy/very-Active.

Some people do not know, or cannot remember how to move from Anxious to Calm without first being Busy….

>> How to Mood Map <<

“You should perhaps try and connect with him.”

“It can be hard to connect with activists. They are so often close to exhaustion from such long periods of being Busy and very little Calm in their lives.”

Every activist seems to be looking for help. I am reminded of Billy Joel’s

>> “Angry Young Man” <<

There’s 2 minutes of instrumental introduction. The second verse contains,

“Give a moment or two to the angry young man… With his foot in his mouth and his heart in his hand… He’s been stabbed in the back, he’s been misunderstood… It’s a comfort to know his intentions are good… And he sits in a room with a lock on the door… With his maps and his medals laid out on the floor….”

“Does that sound like your friend, Joe Bloggs?”

Who is Constable NE2546 who kicks members of the public in the head for fun?

Constable NE2546 who kicks members of the public in the head for fun

We had an epidemic of poor nutrition, high blood sugar and over use of pharmaceuticals. People around the world were waking up to that and grouping together to help each other have better health. This movement towards better health was stopped in its tracks early in 2020 by illegal ‘lockdowns’, where healthy people were told to stay in their homes. This deprived many of sunlight and exercise. Exercise? Yes, for example Park Run was stopped. For many nutrition worsened as they shopped less often and had less fresh food. Governments pretended that nutrition did not matter and politicians laughed at the fact that vitamins C and D can be used to prevent colds and ‘flu.

So a pLLandemic was created. Not by a virus from Wuhan but by governments and mainstream media.

Now, there is a far greater threat to our health and that comes in the form of police brutality and what may follow on from that.

Above is a still image of Constable NE2546 just after he has kicked a member of the public in the head for fun. Seriously, this monster has been caught on camera committing a serious crime. I intend to report this crime, even though doing so may put my life at risk if other police come for me for telling the truth.

Police brutality is causing mental challenges that can only be resolved by eliminating police brutality.

Around the world millions of people are living in fear of the police. Our regular friendly ‘bobby-on-the-beat’ is fine and still how most in Britain like to think of our police force. The trouble is our police may no longer be our police as so many of them no longer seem interested in our welfare.

These are not protestors the police are pushing around. These are New Year Revellers. Most are sober law-abiding citizens including children and pensioners.

What has this to do with bipolar disorder?

Bipolar is essentially a reaction to anxiety – an escape from anxiety into depression or mania. Into a Down mood or a Busy mood.

When we witness injustice / atrocities we become enraged. That is a mood of higher energy and negativity. To get out of that mood we can either stay negative, decide there is nothing anyone can do and be Down, else we can be positive, decide we can do something and get Busy, doing that something.

Down-Mood or Busy-Mood.

Busy… Typing this blog-post, then sharing it widely, then finding out how to report a crime, then reporting it and perhaps asking others to report it.

By taking action my mood does not have to stay at an extreme. I can then be calm and sleep. Yes, I will wake fearful of a knock on the door. Maybe Constable NE2546 will come after me. Yes, maybe it’ll be best if many people report this crime as he won’t be able to kick every one of us.

It needs to be done to stop to what is happening. It is too like black and white film I have seen of how the NAZI took over in Germany about 90 years ago.

If you have not watched the video yet, please do so and see if you then have the same feeling of outrage I have been experiencing and maybe you will join those of us who oppose tyranny. Please.

Police Kick Protester In Head & Assault Crowd on New Year’s Eve – YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5l7KM-21U30

I am okay with people saying that rapid-extreme shifts in mood after seeing terrible things happen is a ‘bipolar thing’ but not that it is a disorder. This is normal/healthy. It is the police, here who are being abnormal and such actions are unhealthy.

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Still free to choose to be positive?

The very first word of my story (Chapter 3) in my first book SP/SS was/is “Freedom”.

Is ‘freedom’, “…just some people talking” and a meaningless idea, when we consider we are, kind of, living in a matrix? A matrix in which we need to fit in with billions of other people and where our choices always have some effect on… on? Not just those closest to us but on everyone, in this interconnected world.

I am able to imagine freedom on a scale from seemingly none to lots.

I did not appreciate how much freedom I had in the UK prior to the first lock-down in 2020. Now, 18 months on, I perhaps have even more freedom as I have largely stopped caring that many people see me as ‘a nut’, ‘ a mad professor’ and more recently as a ‘crazy-anti-vaxxer’.

What the lockdown did to me was to create the fear that almost all my freedoms could be lost in the blink of an eye. Not just through being told to stay indoors but through the kind of censorship that is being imposed on MSM, FB and YouTube.

How much longer will I be allowed to share my thoughts and feelings here?

Many people now fear a virus that cannot be seen, has never been isolated and that without the aid of a long swab or face mask, tends to stay in the throat and be eliminated by our natural immunity. Others have the kind of fear that I have. This is about what may happen if we dare to share truths that the majority do not want to hear. If only it were just one virus we had to fear!

I was inspired to write the above after listening to the historian, Neil Oliver, talk about freedom in this 6 minute monologue, shared via GBNews, on or about 1st August 2021, which is still available to listen to as I write this.

Neil Oliver: For the sake of freedom – yours and mine – I will cheerfully risk catching Covid-19

Responding to questions about fear in a psychotic world

This based on an email response regarding fear about speaking up/out:

We can fear many things. We do not need to be especially ‘awake’ to fear. Being ‘awake’ (or psychotically believing) regarding ‘the elites’ or the Chinese or ‘some aliens’ starting on mass depopulation and knowing that depopulation will involve many innocent causalities (like ‘The Boy In Striped Pyjamas’) is likely to induce extreme fear. At some point we have to overcome that fear as I did.

My fear of sharing information has come back again. Now, I have to overcome it again.

Sharing information does not seem pointless – yet does seem like a drop in the ocean……………………………

……………….now think on those words as pictures……………..

Surely, nothing could be more pointless than ‘a drop in the ocean’! This is where the words (memes) we choose can defeat us unless we rethink. What I do and say, does not have to be described as a drop in the ocean. There may be something like a river of misinformation to be tackled but my ‘truths’ are not made of the same stuff. Perhaps, the picture I need is of a stick that can be part of bridging that river. Any number of sticks may be washed away but if enough people use enough sticks wisely then a bridge is possible.

Using the best sticks in the best way and working with the best bridge builders may be most satisfying.

Boost Your Mood By Speaking Freely in Your Local Park

If you have been struggling with all this lock-down, isolating and mask-wearing, then you may find this is exactly what you need: A stand in a park – Video edit by Yelena Richy.mp4 on Vimeo

The 42,000 member ‘A Stand in the Park’ group has just been deleted from Facebook as Facebook seem to want to stamp out free-speech.

So far, A Stand in the Park own website still up and running: www.astandinthepark.org

Telegram not so censored as Facebook: www.t.me/astandintheparkuk but so far only 6,900 members on Telegram

Moods Expressed in Music and Lyrics

Billy Joel Signed "Glass Houses" Vinyl Album Cover (PSA ...

To get through the plandemic, while unable to tolerate any kind of psychiatric drugs, I was assigned a peer support worker.

I just had my weekly phone call from him. We discussed many things including a few songs that have helped us through confusing times.

I have decided it worth adding a few links to a few songs that in some way connect to extremes of mood.

  1. I’ll start with Billy Joel – I Go to Extremes (Official Video)

This is going to be a blog-post I will be able to add more songs to. I am happy to listen to suggestions. Any songs related to bipolar in any way.

2. Very different – seems to me to be sung with sadness in voice, yet a song about finding happiness? Luckiest Man Alive – Finn Brothers

Neil Finn / Finn Brothers

Taking action (Busy Mood Option) to eliminate fear (Anxious Mood Option)

Can we really eliminate fear?

I have experienced a lot of fear since I first experienced a lock-down. Prior to March 2020, I only knew of lock-downs as something that could happen in a prison or in China. The idea that we could have a nationwide lock-down in the UK had never crossed my mind.

As soon as the lock-down came into place (into force!?) my level of fear (or the amount of fear I was experiencing per day) ‘went through the roof’. By this, I mean it hit levels that disabled me as my brain tried to fathom out why our government would introduce a measure known to weaken immunity (Ref: Patrick Holford’s 1998 book, “Boost Your Immune System” See quote from that book below) I was close to top left of the Mood Map (about 1,7) for too long day-after-day. I was in a state of great anxiety burning up my energy reserves, looking for answers day-and-night.

It is a long story as to how things went over the next 12 months as I had to develop a whole new way of life to adapt to what is anything but a ‘new normal’. Right now, for me, all is abnormal, while much is new and much is old knowledge, with familiar surroundings as well as interactions with old friends.

Rather than tell that long story, I want to simply paste a text I just sent to one of my ‘old friends’. He is not that old and we only first met a few years ago… but old in that he is not one of the many new friends I have made in 2021 through A Stand in the Park – Here is my response to things that have been troubling both of us:

My early morning text starts here:

“G.O.” and glutathione is I believe far more complex than is being suggested… although… in the real-world when it comes to killing the simplest methods are so often the ones selected 😦

Let us meet up as it could be we have been travelling on almost parallel tracks. I am finding these exciting times now that I have learned I can function without fear for long periods. Putting fear aside has not been about dismissing the dangers but simply knowing that if the kind of God I was taught about at school were to one day ask,

“Roger, what did you do on 15th July 2021, while you believed millions of your fellow people were suffering and you might able to help them live in less pain?”

I want to at least say that I took some action and did not cower away being afraid of ridicule.

Since about 1981 I have not been able to hear or use the word ‘ridicule’ without thinking of one of the most famous ‘bipolar’ stars… I’ll just put Stuart Goddard and maybe you’ll be tempted to click here: Stand and Deliver! (whoops – Not the link I intended – need to sort that out when not so busy) Stuart Goddard seemed to choose to live his life without fear… perhaps he was living his life ‘like a candle in the wind’ or like a shooting star. Somehow he survived both fame and treatments for ‘bipolarity’ and at the time of writing is still functioning having overcome a lot of fear.

I typed most of the above as part of explaining myself to myself – I do hope you have found some solace or inspiration from my words.

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A few words from page 106 of Patrick Holford’s 1998 book, “Boost Your Immune System”

“One study showed that paying visits to elderly people in retirement homes three times a week measurably improved their natural killer cell levels and their overall immunity competence.”

= Essentially having visitors made them stronger and healthier.

Choosing high energy and positivity = ‘Busy’ mood. “Today, while I can still see one starfish alive, washed up on this massive scorched beach, I’m going to continue to check they know which way it is back to the sea.”

We tend to react to stress by changing our mood to allow us to take the actions needed. Actions to protect ourselves and/or actions to protect those we love.

However much stress we experience, we will still be in one of the 4 basic moods described in Mood Mapping. (If not familiar with Mood Mapping please download my free ‘How to Mood Map‘ pdf.)

The names of the moods have changed over the years. Personally, I have settled on; Anxious, Busy, Calm and Down as the names for these 4 basic moods. Yes, we may have many sub-moods and feelings, but as humans we will we either choose to be in one of those moods or end up in one by default.

“…starfish on a beach in hot sun”? How do we react when we see our friends in danger?

We may:

  • Rush to their aid in a state of HIGH energy with low positivity… in an Anxious mood,
  • Freeze in a state of low energy with low positivity… in a Down mood,
  • Stand back in a state of low energy with HIGH positivity, with a belief that someone else will intervene and we will thereby minimise risk to ourselves… in a Calm mood,
  • Think carefully, consult with experienced people we trust, in a state of HIGH energy with HIGH positivity then take decisive action… in a Busy mood.

Now, if your friends are NOT aware they are in danger and a change in behaviour could help them massively, then you may well appear crazy and risk being (re-)labelled as bipolar. In the analogy, a starfish may be unaware it is in danger or perhaps not want to be thrown back into the surf.

The downside of a busy mood is that if I (or you perhaps) get stuck in one then we can appear manic to others as it tends to look like an obsession with excess focus on one challenge to be overcome.

I have a very good friend, I’ll call G and he’ll know it is him, who insists that we can always choose our mood. I love that idea and always believed it until an incident I describe in SP/SS that convinced me that we can indeed always choose our moods (and perhaps actions) until we stop believing we can choose. That debate never ends as ultimately it is what we believe and our attitude that will shape all our futures.

Whether I choose to be a rescuer at my own expense or whether this is a role that has been thrust upon me, I cannot tell.  I just know that I prefer ‘Busy’ rather than ‘Down’ or ‘Anxious’, while a little Calmness now and then ensures I am not getting stuck in a mood.

If you have read and understood the above then you are ‘my kind of person’ so please do stay in touch… and can I help you?

From Fear Back To Positivity

A few weeks ago, kind of by chance, I met David Icke. He was going to hug me. I shook his hand.

It is not so long since almost everyone in the UK seemed to think Mr Icke had become too weird to pay any attention to. He’d been on prime-time TV saying the royal family were lizards. I have not read enough of his books to know if he believes/believed they are biologically reptiles. Possibly, the point he was making was that many of ‘elites’ behave as if they have no understanding of the emotions most of us experience.

Only today, I have heard two people say that our current Health Secretary is a lizard and I know they are referring only to the way he doesn’t blink when interviewed and seems to relish having ever more power while going along with decisions that cause unnecessary harm.

Putting lizards aside, I have undoubtedly been living with fear. Other people’s fear and my own fear, which at times seems as extreme as fear can be. Much of the time I am fearful of masks. Not that masks are inherently dangerous. It is more because of the blind obedience they represent. It is how wearing masks without questioning why tends to go with things like not wanting to know what is in ‘vaccines’ or why locking down society was allowed when all that is needed is protection and appropriate support for the frail people.

What if I were able to choose not to be afraid of ‘lizards’, masks and everything else?

Well, I think David Icke is making a lot more sense these days and why I was happy to shake his hand.

A friend has asked for my view on the David Icke video below. Well, it makes sense. I cannot say to what extent the mood, feeling or vibrational energy we have changes the world around us. It does however make a lot of sense to me to choose to feel empowered. Doing the opposite of, continuing to feel disempowered and fearful, makes no sense.

How does someone like me; overcome fears and regain enough confidence to feel and act positively? Here is a dull answer if put up against the video below for entertainment value! The most important thing, for me, at this time, seems to be to make a plan for tomorrow and keep doing this day-after-day. Recently my life seems to one of, “Failing to plan and so effectively planning to fail.”

I am inspired. I have made a plan for tomorrow. I am grateful to the friend who forwarded this to me: https://youtu.be/AQKe_Elii1o

June 2021 – Can It Really Be This Bad? #SaferToWait

Workers at the “Vaccination Centres” have been unaware of where the toxins from the “jabs” end up.

This is, in part, because the animal studies had not been shared prior to the EMERGENCY APPROVAL by the UK government.

The common reaction to seeing these results, released by Freedom of Information is, “I keep hoping someone will prove us wrong.” That is exactly where I am at as I look at this graph again and imagine what the implications could be for girls of 18 down to 12 years old if they are injected with this still experimental chemical cocktail.

With Covid19 wiped out in the UK, now replaced by the milder Delta21 which goes with runny nose and fever, rather than cough and loss of sense of taste and smell, it is time to pause the jabbing so that us ‘bipolar’ scientists can sleep at night!

As I said in my previous post, “…the world could be heading for something even worse than thalidomide.”

This is an invitation to ‘fact-checkers’ (or men-in-black!) to simply give me a bit more data, such as results for the next batch of rats. If by 96 hours the trend was back down, then great, less worry for everyone.

It has to be #SaferToWait

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After sharing the above, a scientist did contact me and asked:

  • What is the DSPC ingredient that seems to spread everywhere?

Pfizer say, “DSPC = 1,2-Distearoyl-Sn-Glycero-3-Phosphocholine: 1,2-Jistealoyl-Sn-Glycero-3-Phosphocorin”

  • Was each result a mean for several rats?

Yes, the results are averages, but I have not read how many rats were sacrificed for each set of results.

  • Is there a full list of the organs of the rats that were tested?

I will paste, below, a neater version of the table that I shared yesterday but I do not know if other parts of the rats were tested and not reported:

Link: The Inventor of mRNA Vaccine Technology: Dr Robert Malone – YouTube

Same link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xC7_pRidnZ0

The World is More ‘Bipolarized’ Than Ever – Deception Messes with Moods

Finding out I have been deceived has, in the past, been a massive trigger for changes in my mood. I became aware of some deception when I saw this graph concerning where the lipids in the Pfizer nanoparticles start to travel to after injection. I want the world to know that my moodiness is driven by real world events.

My anxiety worsened when I found the graph seemed to have been deliberately falsified!

In reality the ovaries do not accumulate more of the toxins from the jab than the liver.

I felt I could not settle until I understood some real facts about the animal studies on the mRNA jabs?

I went back to the original report#1, or at least the one online that looks official, with; the company name, authors’ names, references and so on.

I transferred the results to a spreadsheet to sort highest to lowest…

Autopsy Results from Laboratory Rats from Pfizer Study, Japan, Release 1st June 2021

 Hours after ‘jab’0.2512482448
1Liver0.744.6311.0016.5026.5019.2024.30
2Spleen0.332.477.7310.3022.1020.1023.40
3Adrenal glands0.271.482.722.896.8013.8018.20
4Ovaries (females)0.101.341.642.343.095.2412.30
5Bone marrow (femur)0.480.961.241.241.842.493.77
6Small intestine0.030.220.480.881.281.301.47
7Lymph node0.050.150.530.490.690.991.37
8Large intestine0.010.050.090.290.651.101.34
9Lung0.491.211.831.501.151.041.09
10Lymph (mandibular)0.060.190.290.410.530.550.73
11Pituitary gland0.340.650.870.850.410.480.69
12Bone (femur)0.090.200.270.280.340.340.69
13Pancreas0.080.210.410.380.290.360.60
14Heart0.281.031.400.990.790.450.55
15Kidneys0.391.162.050.920.590.430.43
16Bladder0.040.130.150.170.150.250.37
17Salivary glands0.080.190.260.220.140.170.26
18Skin0.010.210.160.150.120.160.25
19Stomach0.020.070.120.140.270.150.22
20Muscle0.020.060.080.100.100.100.19
21Adipose tissue0.060.100.130.130.090.080.18
22Prostate (males)0.060.090.130.160.150.180.17
23Eyes0.010.040.050.070.060.090.11
24Spinal cord0.040.100.170.250.110.090.11
25Brain0.050.100.140.120.070.070.07

I can see why those who made the video based on a graph, like the one above, were alarmed. I used the data to create a very precise and I believe clearer graph:

If we simply compare ovaries with prostate (see table) the accumulation of what is essentially a toxin is 72.4 times higher in the ovaries. There are no results reported for rat testicles, although this cannot have been because these were too small or awkward to dissect as the researchers went to the trouble of extracting the miniscule pituitary gland (number 11 in the table) from every rat’s brain.

I do not know why it accumulates in the ovaries. It is however a good reason for me to be working with parents who believe it is safer to wait. ‘SAFER TO WAIT’ has become one of many memes being used in attempts to protect adolescents from potential harm. Perhaps, young people need to made aware of massive pharmaceutical mistakes in the past, such as thalidomide#2

It is about 60 years since the thalidomide disaster. With thalidomide, one country did stand up to ‘big pharma’. That was the USA whose regulators demanded to see withheld data on the laboratory animal birth defects. Only when the company revealed that they knew thalidomide would almost certainly cause children to be born with missing limbs did the rest of the world wake up to big pharma choosing profits ahead of safety.  Perhaps, this time, it is up to the UK with its new independence from Europe to stand up and say ‘No’ to poorly tested chemicals/technology being used on our children. Drug companies must not, again, be allowed to profit by withholding information about harms they know about.

The animal studies were not available at the time the government said they wanted to go ahead with mass vaccination. The recent released of information on animals injected with mRNA coated in DSPC have alarmed scientists around the globe, who are increasingly calling out to governments to stop the jabbing of teenagers. The study described here and another one I have examined both go with concerns that the world could be heading for something even worse than thalidomide.

There were no results above 2.0 for 20 out of 25 organs autopsied.

I have hundreds more questions I want to ask of the researchers. I am frustrated and fearful, yet I am not prepared to be like the German laboratory workers who were too afraid to tell the authorities that thalidomide would cause birth defects.

Few medical doctors will have had time to go back to the original data as I have and then consider the implications. I believe the people who administer the ‘jabs’ have been told the ‘lipid’ from the nanoparticles will stay in the injection site. There was never a good reason to believe it would and the above table and graphs show that it certainly does not.

According to ‘fact-checkers’ young women and adolescent girls need not be concerned about mRNA getting into their ovaries because the rats received a dose equivalent to 60,000 times currently being injected into 12 year old girls in USA and Israel.

Yes high doses were administered to the rats to ensure some would get through to tiny organs like the ovaries and even the miniscule rat pituitary gland, to allow measurement.

Considering body weights, I have calculated the amount of the active ingredients injected into the rats would have been about 670 times higher (ug/g), not the ‘fact-checkers’ 60,000. Whichever number is closer to the truth, I suggest that it is not the amount detected but more the upward trend that needs to be understood. The highest mean result, for the ovaries of the rats that were ‘sacrificed’, was 12.3ug/g at 48 hours. This is not a lot of lipid (although this particular lipid is man-made DSPC and certainly not natural) but it does seem to be continuing to accumulate and so extra data points (96 hours maybe and maybe again after 8 days, 16 days, 32 days… maybe) could, help greatly with understanding risks. By 48 hours there had been 7 rounds of rat ‘sacrifices’ so most likely they ran out of rats! (Yes, animal studies are… grim!)

From my own days in pharmaceutical research (not with injections and not with animals ) I know that unexpected results lead to repeating work in greater detail to allow greater understanding and this is one reason why almost every pharmaceutical takes a very long time to bring to market. I have heard this is typically 8 years for a vaccine.

I have not seen the full report. What has been released through a Freedom of Information request has sections missing and some parts seem to be blanked-out/redacted. For me, what is shared raises far more questions than it answers.

To get some idea of how much of the chemicals from the jabs are being excreted, I have examined the lipid ‘percentage of total’ figures provided alongside the ug/g injected.

I thought these would be derived from the same quantity being injected into each mouse. So far as I can tell that did not happen, yet without more information I can only estimate the total amount injected which I have done by taking the amount measured at the injection site after 1 hour (392ug/g) and this being said to be 52.6%.

392*100/52.6 = 749

I currently believe the graph here is a good overview of where the lipids from the injection are going.

I have put, “It does not seem to be excreted quickly” in a caption because there seems almost no change in the total amounts measured all the way from 8 hours to 48 hours.

I believe I have said all that I have felt compelled to say. I would welcome the chance to ask questions of the researchers, such as:

  1. How were the rats behaving after the injections?
    • Compared with normal?
    • Exactly when did they sleep during those 48 hours (if at all)?
    • Exactly when did they eat (if at all) and how much and of what type of food?
  2. What happened to the injected chemicals that did not appear in the measurements?
    • Were other organs tested, and if not, why not?
    • How much went into the blood cells?
    • How were the percentages in the report calculated?
  3. When can you share information related to reproduction?
    • Why does the toxin accumulate in the ovaries?
    • When will there be information on actual births from rats injected with these substances prior to / during pregnancy?
    • How much harm is likely when the toxins are exuded in breast milk?

I have a lot more questions to ask, as the report answers so very little.

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Learning to function with uncomfortable truths

Cartoons like this have been shared widely. The message has always seemed clear to me, yet the real world is never bipolar. I would like to hear your thoughts on the grid below…

Slide 1 of 3 – As seen on social media:

Slide 2 of 3 – Perhaps as seen in real world:

Slide 3 of 3 – The Grid…

I would like to hear your thoughts on this new grid that I am sharing.

Beyond Masks and Beyond DNA

With facebook and YouTube banning so much these days I have joined ‘telegram’. I wrote the following on telegram and felt it worth sharing more widely as I know many are still having their moods disrupted by mask wearing which many feel is equivalent to muzzling people to prevent us from dissenting.

Beyond Masks and Beyond DNA

Hi M,

Thank you for sharing the 2 minute video of man in car reminding us not to be complacent.

  • I have found sadness in isolation
  • I have found fear when surrounded by people I do not recognise
  • I am productive when doing worthwhile work for like-minded people
  • I find happiness when with mask-less people

Yesterday, I spent another 6 hours at a huge NHS hospital. In the corridors, the waiting rooms and on the ward, I saw hundreds of masked people. I was the only one without. I wore a sunflower-exemption lanyard and was not questioned about why I was allowed to breathe freely. It was so clear to me how the socially isolated masked patients were struggling. The efficiency of the staff has plummeted as not seeing faces wrecks communication.

As a SitP friend pointed out ‘new-normal’ is an oxymoron, as the new is nothing like normal. At the hospital I felt I was in the heart of the beast!

In the biology taught in medical schools, the cells in the human heart know nothing of the outside world other than the messages they receive from the cells around them. Fortunately, I also remember the books and videos of Dr Bruce Lipton and I continue to function knowing there is some higher purpose. Scientists who are going along with “Your future is determined by your DNA and RNA dogma” are supporting the elites. That takes away hope.

I’ll summarise my interpretation of Bruce Lipton’s ‘new biology’:

Our DNA is best described as a massive reference book kept in a drawer. Our future is according to how the rest of each cell decides which pages to read and how these references are interpreted and acted upon. DNA may limit us, especially when fearful or malnourished, but DNA does not control us, providing we believe we have choices.

Well, that was going to be a message of about 10 words – I feel better for sharing – perhaps I’ll put this on my blog.

Keep believing.

My next “Boost Your Immunity” talk, 11:30am Sunday 16th May 2021, could be on Vitamin B3 = Niacin.

I’m wondering to what extent niacin deficiency symptoms overlap with effects of mask-wearing, and may share why I believe there will be similarities…

Bipolar and Niacin

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